For
nearly two years (very infrequently off and on), I've tried to get a
younger
man (about 23-27) who rides to work on his bicycle through the
cemetery (above)
to notice my peekaboo flashing (see thru, hole-riddled
and mesh clothes).
He's not ever really taken the bait and generally
turns his head or avert his eyes
- if we're too close - so that he can't
be 'accused' of looking. I am pretty positive
he knows what I'm up to
... a few times a month I make a sudden appearance
on his route -
sometimes with my zipper down or sometimes with a pair of mesh
shorts
with my shirt tucked in just for him to see my pale cock wiggle from
side-
to-side as walk by him.
If
he were so disgusted or fearful (of being stalked),
he could easily
find another
path to his work (I think he's working at a small
commercial airport not too far
away) because I meet him usually (once a
week or so)
around 7:00am and he
returns about home the same route in
mid-afternoon. Wednesday are his day off
so he works on Saturdays as
well.
See
what I mean ... in a posting (original from May 10), cygnus wants to
find a
place to flash in Holland. Of course, there are many more people
of Asian origin
in most European cities than you would find Non-Asians
(caucasians) in major
cities of the country where I live.
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Look
how he described himself "I am skinny asian boy" (a very cute one from
the
looks of his attached photo ), but does being a racial minority have
an effect on
us wanting to be a flasher (or to expose ourselves).
I would say deep down psychologically it does.
We're not talking about simply travelling to a country that has a very
different ethnicity as your own. But actually living, working and
becoming immersed in the language,
culture and daily life for a long
period of time
(few to many years)
might prompt extreme minority
members to crave acceptance beyond the 'normal'
channels.
I noticed some str8 flasher on the other discussion forum on this site who fit this
profile.
I'll need a shrink to help me explain it or explore the ideas within myself - but
others may have some insight to share.
So
does this strike a harmonic chord with anybody else who is a would-be
flasher
/ exhibitionist and who is also in a racial minority in the
country of residence where
you live and work.
Things have gotten more daring on my part this month. A couple of times
recently I've gotten more bold.. like this morning. From the road, he would see
me something like this (photo attached). I realize it's very tame by comparison
(to other's extreme flashing - but HEY!.. we are NOT all made or built the same,
right?)
I'm standing in a pathway between grave plots about 7 meters from the main road that runs through the cemetery.
It's a straight wide (private) road with no
thru vehicle traffic - so I only have to be careful
about pedestrians and bicyclists going east/west.
Before taking up my position just off the road, I scout out downthe road to see if he's approaching and then take up my position
(like the photo).
I'm turned a bit to the left but I can him clearly when I look to
my right. I've done this before but never pulled my pants all the
way down until recently. Earlier, I was taking a piss (or pretending too).
So
twice recently.. when I knew nobody else was approaching either
direction .. I've pulled down my pants and starting jerking my cock (not
hard in this 'staged' recreation of the scene).
There should be
no doubt that he can see me in this peripheral vision but he's TOO
damned chicken or just not going to give me the pleasure knowing he's
looking. He's smart - not a smart-alec and he's not looking for a
confrontation but he's not looking to see 'dick' if he can help it
either.
I know it's pretty stupid (fruitless is a
better word LOL) -maybe useless to try to keep flashing this guy (if you
can call it that). But the challenge just seems to be increasing my
feelings of urgency. This time after he went by without so much as a
smile or frown/scowl or side glance... I had to go deeper off the main
road and beat off til I came.
Is this going to lead to me trying to go to greater lengths to get the guy to look?
I
think the attraction is that I sort of 'feel' like I know him --
ridiculous idea (I know) but at least we recognize each other.
Sometimes
he almost can't help it if I suddenly meet him coming around a corner
but it's risky to be 'showing' more than just wearing see-thru mesh -
because mothers with school children, old ladies and men heading to
their office job are equally likely to suddenly appear around the same
corners.
I know he does look my way at times .. but it's only when
I'm 20-50 meters away. There is a large plaza (paved area) along the
main road, where we sometimes cross paths at a much great distance. It
is at times like that when I have my zipper down and my cock partly
exposed. I notice then that he 'seems' to take a brief look .. but if
I'm too close.. he averts his eyes or even turns his head.
What
do you think? It's not much of a flashing experience - but it's the
most 'real' flashing I've ever done (not counting nude beaches and CMNM
with male strangers in hostels/campsites). He's got to know that I'm
'beating off' for him, but he's closed to the idea.
Any suggestions?
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